4:34am May 12th 2019
its a similar feeling to the one you get at a sleepover when youve been the only one awake for the past 2 hours sitting on your phone or laptop. Maybe you post something on instagram and refresh the page to see if any likes have come in. there are people around. you know theyre their, you just dont have access to them. you want to. you wanna talk to someone. have fun and enjoy a convorsation with a friend. but at this point you would even take a minor argument just to be able to have a convorsation. its what it feels like to be the only one awake at 4:30 in the moring on mothers day Sunday. Youre suposed to do lunch with your mom later today. But here you are. coming down from a high in your bedroom at your dads house. he's right. you are pathetic. everyone is asleep right now. everyone but you. youre posting adopts in the hope that werid 15 year olds will give you some type of validation. but even then theirs nothing. Your room honestly smells like cat shit. You know thats cau...