10:07pm January 24th 2019
When did i post last and what did i write about??
I cant remember to be honest.
I havent felt like writing recently but i think i need to. I need to keep things documented. Need to empty my brain and put it all somewhere. I gotta write shit as long as shit is going on.
Theres a lot of things i could talk about.
Peggy and I talking about how i find Dan creepy. Her opening up to me about events in her past. Me realizing how fucking awesome Peggy is to be so loving and understanding with all she's been through and still validating and listening to all my bullshit despite her going through much worse in her life.
Yesterday i talked to her about feeling uncomfortable when Dan makes me let him kiss my cheek. That i dont like physical affection normally. I was trying to tiptoe into the him patting my legs and touching the small of my back and stuff but she ran right into that subject. Saying how when she saw him smack my ass one day it made her blood boil. I felt so comfortable and safe knowing that she didnt just see that as "dan being a touchy person" but saw it as sexual harassment witch is how i saw it. Ive been scared to speak up about Dan touching my legs and back and all. But she said that she would talk to him and i told her i would appreciate that. I think that she talked to him because he barely even talked to me today. Didnt even give me a hug. It was nice. I dont even hug my mom or dad normally why would i want to hug my stepdad let alone let him kiss me or touch my legs and back n shit. Dan gives off creppy vibes. I can feel it. My friends can feel it. My dad even talks about it. I think my mom knows it too. I wanted to talk to my mom about Dan to get him to stop but i think if Peggy talked to him and he's not gonna be doing it anymore than i wont mention it to her. Their relationship tends to be rocky as it is.
I cant remember to be honest.
I havent felt like writing recently but i think i need to. I need to keep things documented. Need to empty my brain and put it all somewhere. I gotta write shit as long as shit is going on.
Theres a lot of things i could talk about.
Peggy and I talking about how i find Dan creepy. Her opening up to me about events in her past. Me realizing how fucking awesome Peggy is to be so loving and understanding with all she's been through and still validating and listening to all my bullshit despite her going through much worse in her life.
Yesterday i talked to her about feeling uncomfortable when Dan makes me let him kiss my cheek. That i dont like physical affection normally. I was trying to tiptoe into the him patting my legs and touching the small of my back and stuff but she ran right into that subject. Saying how when she saw him smack my ass one day it made her blood boil. I felt so comfortable and safe knowing that she didnt just see that as "dan being a touchy person" but saw it as sexual harassment witch is how i saw it. Ive been scared to speak up about Dan touching my legs and back and all. But she said that she would talk to him and i told her i would appreciate that. I think that she talked to him because he barely even talked to me today. Didnt even give me a hug. It was nice. I dont even hug my mom or dad normally why would i want to hug my stepdad let alone let him kiss me or touch my legs and back n shit. Dan gives off creppy vibes. I can feel it. My friends can feel it. My dad even talks about it. I think my mom knows it too. I wanted to talk to my mom about Dan to get him to stop but i think if Peggy talked to him and he's not gonna be doing it anymore than i wont mention it to her. Their relationship tends to be rocky as it is.
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