11:02pm December 31st 2018
Im gonna make it to 2019.
Why do i hear that and think "gross".
I dont think i wanted to. 2018 was so slow except for these past two months.
Last year i rang in the new year with my best friend.
The years before that i rang it in with my grandparents.
Its been a while since i rang in the new year alone.
and i dont want to.
ringing in the new year listening to my brother and his frined shoot off fireworks and step brothers play in the living room. gross.
theres an hour left till 2019.
other people are celebrating. making resolutions. making it to a new year isnt that big of a deal. just a excuse to get drunk and party with friends or family.
maybe ill take a risk and drink some of my dads alcohol. ill probably hate the taste though.
i could stream a video game and ring in the new year with whoever will watch.
but im scared no one will. and then ill be sad that i even tried.
i hate new years.
Why do i hear that and think "gross".
I dont think i wanted to. 2018 was so slow except for these past two months.
Last year i rang in the new year with my best friend.
The years before that i rang it in with my grandparents.
Its been a while since i rang in the new year alone.
and i dont want to.
ringing in the new year listening to my brother and his frined shoot off fireworks and step brothers play in the living room. gross.
theres an hour left till 2019.
other people are celebrating. making resolutions. making it to a new year isnt that big of a deal. just a excuse to get drunk and party with friends or family.
maybe ill take a risk and drink some of my dads alcohol. ill probably hate the taste though.
i could stream a video game and ring in the new year with whoever will watch.
but im scared no one will. and then ill be sad that i even tried.
i hate new years.
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